you cant be that far away from me ; if we're looking on the same side of the moon
Monday, October 02, 2006
it is here where i can pour out all my thing...
feel so sad deep in my heart...ytd on the phone with ah dai. Asked him how he think of my character and he told me that when i'm in fun, i will neglect the ppl around me... IT IS TRUE... recently i can sense that... i neglect nana nienie and dai dai le....
i"m sorrY for my action. I'm a person who love to have fun, love crazy.. Once i step into the pool of fun, i won't get out of it and will play like siao that i forgot who am i. I admit it is my wrong. Cried over the night...toSs here and dere but can't get to slp... Thinking pondering of what had happen but this pass few months... Since i join the tep, i think i changed alot.. I start to neglect those who reali cares about.... Especialli nie nie...when she is in trouble, i can't sense it and can;t notice...haisss... wanna said sorry to them...
Ytd having conversation with nana at msn....told her i'm sorry for my neglection...but i can sense that she have given up on me... feel so hurt by the things she told me.... though it seem normal or nothing, but to me it is gaint things...
for my dai dai, i was reali down and he didn;t reali concern... Maybe he did but he didn;t said anything to hong me...but forced me to tell him what happen... At my mummy with mummy beside me, i feel very uncomfortable to say out lor...whatmore the way he asked seem like more concern on the reason than my feeling... Without noeing the reasons, he won't hong wo at all lor... feel so sad... whEn i am down or sad, i hope i can get some sweety words from him or his hand to hold on.... but all i dun haf...... -.-
suddenli think of sawhui....wanna a hug from her.. she is reali a good fren and reali hope she can be here with me now....
& 6:57 PM
heArtbrokeN
mEimeI
If you be my star
I'll be your sky
you can hide underneath me and come out at night
when I turn jet black and you show off your light
I live to let you shine
